Still Trying (UPDATE 3/14/09)

Well Kirk is off to another doctors appointment on the 20th (unfortunately that is the same day that Edward and I have a field trip with our homeschool co-op group....ugh I will be 650 ft under ground...talking about panicking) to see the specialist. I went for my appointment at the beginning of this month. I have to go back in 2 months to see my OBGYN again for a follow up appointment. She informed me that my PCOS is out of control and needs to be reined back in. I am following her recommendations to get things back under control. Please pray that I can get it back in order and that Kirks appointment goes well. This is agonizing.

*****UPDATED*****Jan 20,2009*****

Kirk had his appointment today. The Doctor declared him 100% A-Okay. So it is a problem at my end. We now wait and see what happens with my PCOS and if it can be gotten back under control by then. Please pray that it gets under control and we can get on with the program.

@@@@@ UPDATED @@@@ March 14, 2009 @@@@

Well, I went to my follow up appointment with the OBGYN on this past Monday. I haven't had my cycle since Jan, so I spent all of Feb wondering if a miracle have taken place. After 3 home test and a blood test, much to our disappointment...no we weren't pregnant. It was just my PCOS acting up. My OBGYN put me on a 10 day progrestrone therapy to get my cycle jump started. Once that gets going....it will be back to taking sessions of Clomid. We will start out on 50 mg this time (twice as much as we took to get pregnant with Edward). I am praying for Gods Will but have asked him for a girl, would love to get pregnant in April, so she would be born in Jan 2010...which would make me just over 37 plus no birthdays on either side of family in that month. So if you have been following this, please pray for us and God's Will. Even though this is what our hearts desire, that doesn't mean it is what is in God's Plan for our family. We have to trust that He knows what is best for us.